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If the children don't grow up,
our bodies get bigger but our hearts get torn up.
We're just a million little gods causin' rain storms turnin' every good thing to rust.

Wake Up-The Arcade Fire

I’m not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to anything.

I’ve always been a freak.

So I’ve been a freak all my life and I have to live with that, you know.

I’m one of those people.

John Lennon

and today I can't stop smiling
all the hope is making my face ache.

Here's to the kids who's idea of a good time
is sitting on the hood of their car, watching the stars.

do you feel a certain sense of synergy between yourself and me?
it had to be you- motion city soundtrack

I need you so much closer
so come on, come on

Transatlanticism- death cab

I felt the world begin
to peel off all my skin
and i felt the weight within
reveal the bigger mess
that you can't fix

Shake it out- manchester orchestra

I just know there's something dark in me and I hide it. I certainly don't talk about it, but it's there always, this Dark Passenger. And when he's driving, I feel alive, half sick with the thrill of complete wrongness. I don't fight him, I don't want to. He's all I've got. Nothing else could love me, not even... especially not me. Or is that just a lie the Dark Passenger tells me? Because lately there are these moments when I feel connected to something else... someone. It's like the mask is slipping and things... people... who never mattered before are suddenly starting to matter. It scares the hell out of me.

Dexter

And I cannot stop thinking about you
I cannot stop wondering
If you’re constantly thinking about me
Don't close your eyes dear, I'm still staring
I won't lie dear, I'm still breathing
Even though your beauty is breathtaking

Darl’n- Between The Trees

we’ll fight for your music halls
and dying cities.

Plasticites-Andrew Bird

When they come for me, I'll be sitting at my desk
With a gun in my hand, wearing a bulletproof vest singing
"My, my, my, how the time does fly, when you know you're going to die
By the end of the night." And said hey

Keasbey Nights-Streetlight Manifesto

although we adore men individually, we
agree that as a group they are rather stupid.

Mary Poppins

we cut the legs off of our pants

threw our shoes into the ocean

sit back and wave through the daylight

Daylight-Matt and Kim

Bottles of reasons have now reached the ceiling
It's hard to hide it, I'll hide behind it for now
My big mouth said too much, I'm shaking at your touch
All the bottles came crashing down to the floor

Whiskey and Wine- Matt Costa

Sweet darlin'
This is my confession to
The crimes of wanting you badly
And darling, if you're wondering
Here's your answer;
Yes, I like you.
I don't love you
I can't love you...
...yet.

Darl’n- Between the Trees

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss

First Date; Blink-182

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.

Perfect Situation-Weezer

Just remember, the same as a spectacular Vogue magazine, remember that no matter how close you follow the jumps: Continued on page whatever. No matter how careful you are, there`s going to be the sense you missed something, the collapsed feeling under you...

Chuck Palahniuk

I remember we were driving in your car, the speed so fast I felt like I was drunk. City lights lay out before us and your arm felt nice wrapped around my shoulder.  And I had a feeling that I belonged, and I had a feeling that I could be someone.

When I can't find the words,
you teach my heart to speak,
You make it real for me

James Morrison

All we have at the end of the game
Is a lonely road out.
All I know at the end of the day
Is a love to smile now, even if that’s fake.
All I know is I’m done acting
And I'll be happy for your life, even if I hate it all.

Hair-The Early November

These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out, babe
Whenever you come around me.

Sideways- Citizen Cope

I dream. I dream I'm floating on the surface of my own life. Watching it unfold. Observing it. I'm the outsider looking in.

Dexter

A subtle silence
To demolish the troubled conscious
Of a compass with no knowledge
And every freedom denied
Every dream is designed and broadcasted
From the masters to the masses
From the antennas on top of the shrines
As far as the receiving planet during a panic is shorted
It reports back everything in your mind.

Streets On Fire-Lupe Fiasco

"People keep telling me that I fall in love too easily- that I should protect my heart, that I shouldn’t wear my heart on my sleeve…I fall in love at least 20 times a day. I fall in love with the sky and the sun and the flowers and my children. I fall in love with smiles, with music on the radio and with french fries and Dr. Pepper. I fall in love with the sound of laughter, blue jeans, accents… Sometimes I fall in love with complete strangers, especially the ones holding hands and kissing in public. The ones who aren’t afraid to be in love with the idea of being in love either….I don’t mind the pain of unrequited love so much, because I think they’re wrong. Love looks good on me."

Natalie Anne Erlanson

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